my journey continues....sometimes i get lonely for no reasons at all, but i guess that's part of me already, i have this tendency to miss people and sometimes i don't even know who i am missing...
right now i am in the queen city of the south, for a short vacation and to see and find some long lost friends. as i have told everyone, cebu will always be a home to me, will always be special and i will always come back to this wonderful city. i was educated here, education in all aspects of life...i have countless of wonderful memories and great friends here who have been a part and in some ways touched my life...and now i'm back here again...even just for a while...
for the first 2 days i already saw some friends and tomorrow i will go and find another special woman whom i have been missing for years now, she is just a friend...a sister...
or maybe i am also here to look and meet new faces, i thought i found one last year but when i came back i realized i was wrong...it's alright i still have 2 more days to look around...
i feel kinda tired lately, tired in the sense that i wanna settle down with one person and enjoy life together but i'm also kinda certain that it will not happen soon but again i wish i am wrong...
i am alone in my hotel room, kinda lonely that is why i chose to spend time here in the lobby with my notebook...hoping to exaust myself and get upstairs to lay on my bed and sleep and wake-up tomorrow and see new faces, or a new face that would stay for good...a new face that would bring joy, a new face that would put this turbulent life at ease...with this one, i wish i am right...
but no matter what, i will always move on...i know there's so much things out there for me to explore...more lives to touch...more backs to tap...if you're reading this please wish me luck...i am just human and sometimes i get desperate and hopeless but i know i shouldn't give up...
i have to move on.....and smile....
