Friday, February 27, 2009

BLOCKED


IT'S FRIDAY AND I'M PISSED...REAL PISSED!!!
While at work hours ago I found out that I can no longer access my blog, I know that it's my workstation and my computer should be should for work-related things, but COME ON!!! it's just a blog, it doesn't hurt anyone or anything and besides I'm not blogging any single thing about the company, they can all check here!!!
I understand that they have blocked:
friendster
myspace
facebook
multiply
but blocking blogspot, livejournal, ebay and sulit.ph???? WTF!!!!! I don't see the reason...is it just power tripping? did they block it because people aren't working anymore and have always been busy blogging or checking ebay???
my answer would be OK FINE BLOCK EVERYTHING!!!!! INCLUDING GOOGLE, YAHOO I CAN STILL BLOG AT HOME!!!!!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

HOTTAAAAA

SUMMER....is almost here...

I can now feel it, can now taste it..

It's freaking humid everywhere including my room and I hate it so much. And I'm still sick...Yes it's confirmed that I catched a cold. One thing I don't like about living here in Manila is during the summer, it's so humid and I get sick each time the weather changes. A few days ago I was thinking why I got sick again, then I realized it's the weather again, it's almost summer.

I used to love summer so much a few years ago when I was still living in the wonderful island of Cebu. Summer there is fun, the streets and the malls are not crowded and life seems so easy. Add to that, I'm always at the beach because the nice beaches are only a few minutes away from the city. Oh God I miss Cebu....I miss eating puso & barb-q, lechon and chicharon....I miss strolling the streets of Urgello where I lived for years lolz! I miss eating at Larsian, or simply hanging-out everywhere from dunkin donuts fuente to mcdo jones to national bookstore mango to SM or Ayala....

Cebu will always be my "home", it's just sad that my life is now here in Manila...Manila is not that bad because I got wonderful friends here as well and a good job...it's just that I miss the south...to a point that I get hurt thinking that I'm away...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

slightly

slightly better, just very slightly better...

that's how i am at this time, still on meds but still can't sleep well and i honestly don't know why..

i'm still weak, i'm still cold, i'm still dizzy...

but i have to move because staying weak won't do any good, i have to keep on going...i have to work, i need to pay bills..
i need to earn, i need to survive...

i know i'm tired, i know i'm bored...but at the moment i do not have much choices..i need to go on with everything, with all the load...

i know i'm bored and wants some change, but not yet, not right away...

there are plans, good plans yet things should be implemented in the right time, they should not be rushed...

there's so much ahead for me...life's not fair, anyone who says it is, is a hypocrite...

life could be fun and life could be lonely...but we always have to move on and hope for good things because there is so much out there, and not all bring pain...

Oberhet

I'm sick.

I didn't go to work and didn't even bathe (yeah that ewww) but what can I do? last night I was so cold and shaking as if I was in middle of Alaska or something...

I was thinking if it was because of my tooth extraction, the fact that my gums were still bleeding and there I was puffing a cigarette...hard headed full!

Or maybe I catched a caugh and a cold...

But whatever...

Anyways...the jackpot of the 6/49 lotto has finally been won. A cool 347 million pesos won by two persons...and there..the end of my fantasy.. wahhhhhhh bye my millions... but hey, there's always the next draw.

But right now, I'm sick..I'm weak..I'm cold...

Sunday, February 22, 2009

make-over

before I start with the things that happened today, sunday...forget saturday cuz it was so awful, the power was out from 2pm to 4am as in dawn tsk...they said some transformers exploded or whatever and it took them forever to repair...

OK, i added a widget here in my blog, it's globetrackr just to know if someone out there checks my stuff just for the sake of nothing lolz! and amazingly i got some checkers from US and Korea!!!! would you believe that? yey, whoever you are thank you for dropping by and next time, maybe you can say a little hello :)


now back to the main reason why i'm blogging today...finally i went to see my dentist (which happens to be my cousin ate baby) after months of canceling and rescheduling..i had a couple of molars removed arghhhh yes it was awfully painful because last night i had a great ritual in preparation for it, we consumed a bottle of matador brandy, oh yes one cool bottle to help me sleep (kasi brownout nga lintek antagal magkaroon ng kuryente madaling araw na) so it was sooooo awwwwww!!!


then after yelling and spitting some bloodyish stuff and ewwwwish redish thing from my mouth, the torture was over and i proceeded with my medication..


medication no.1 - chocolate ice cream. oh yeah, that's what everybody said to be the first thing to do, eat some ice cream to decrease the swelling. oh yeah, it was good even if my mouth was still numb because of that something my ate injected in my gums..


medication no.2 - pork adobo and rice. oh yeah again...paul cooked some adobo, eh tumambay dito, ayun nautusan...


medication no. 3 - instant pancit canton and skyflakes. it was almost midnight and i was hungy again..

the result? mmmm my gums are still kinda bleeding..

Thursday, February 19, 2009

My Oh My!!!! I'm gaining weight and it looks like there's no stopping....I thought toning down was going to be my new year's resolution (as if I have followed all the resolutions I made duh!) but then tao lang ako...I get hungry, I crave...

First thing I kicked out was beer, NO MORE BEER, instead I chose Vodka or Gin and mix with with orange juice or something (I tried mixing vodka with Gatorade...bad idea)

Well, I'm half way thru this week already and as usual there's nothing much to tell except for the bad food that our caterer here at work have prepared. I thought it would be good cuz it means I won't be eating much, and I was wrong...I bought sisig again, yes that deadly sisig at Dell's, the canteen on the 10th floor of this building...It was actually ohhh-sum, sisig is my comfort food...yung tipong tinotopak ako at kelangan mawala ang topak, I'll just eat a good tasting sisig and for sure I'll be alright :)

And before I forget, the LOTTTTOOOOOOOOOO the jackpot prize is now a stunning 250 million pesos,... whoooooaaaaaaaa give me that moneeeeeyyyyyy....

I hope that someone would win that pot already so that I can stop fantasizing, syet! syet! syet!!!!! but WTF tataya pa rin ako bukas....

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

a spark of hope...


i hate chain emails, specially when it says you have to forward it to 10 or more persons in an hour or else a badluck will happen to you whatsoever......i normally delete those mails the moment i get them from friends (oh come on friends stop doing it already!!!) and i do not read them at all...

but there was one email i saw in my yahoo account today, it's an email from my dear cousin dinah. i thought it was just one of those crappy mails cuz it went straight to my spam folder (or maybe it trully is...) the email just daid "fwd:" since it's from dinah i read it cuz my cousin do not normally forward garbage... and email said...

"God saw you struggling (for something), God said it's over, a blessing is on it's way..."

it is kind of deep because we trully cannot interpret exactly God's messages or his mysterious ways of letting us now those messages...this one came as an email...

funny because i was or i am really bothered by something...i have so much in my mind that i find it hard to sleep, and i have to take something that would make my mind calm and rest...in fact today i only have less than 5 hours of sleep, i've always been thinking of my plans, plans that still need to be started but have not because of so many things that goes along the way and one of them is the global financial mess...

i have lately been pre-occupied on making some changes in my life and the lives of the people i love, i planned to go abroad to seek for a better tomorrow for us all.. tried my luck at lotto because who knows tomorrow i'd be a millionaire...oh yeah, my problem is money...money, money, money...like you and the rest of them all... i know things would be different if i have lots of money....

but in my heart, there is something that tells me that money is not the answer to these dilemmas...i feel like you know...i can live with what i have right now...i can be happy...without having more...

but other times...i have to face reality...that there are lots of things i need to do, i need to achieve before it's too late....the struggle continues...

i hope that indeed a blessing is on its way...

Sunday, February 15, 2009

ng mawala ang aking pitsel

It was a boring Sunday evening...we decided to have a little drink pampatulog lang so to speak... good thing there is a few giniling left over from the dinner a while ago and my buddy cooked some squid balls...then we realized the pitsel is missing....oh yeah my plastic pitsel....

we looked everywhere...turned the ref upside down...the kitchen...everywhere but it's gone...

i'm thingking maybe, by mistake i throw it at the garbage bag when i was drunk or something...the thing is it's gone...gone, gone, gone...

kaya ayun, we cut the neck of the coca cola bottle and made it our temporary-improvised pitsel..and sooooo goes the boring sunday...
and tomorrow? ahhh work again....

i still wasn't able to drop by at the agency and process my papers for my application abroad, i was thinkin it might not be the best idea today cuz of this global financial mess....

pffftttt...boring sunday...talk to you next time :)



Saturday, February 14, 2009

V-DAY NA DAW

IIITTTT'''''SSSSSSS FFFRRRRIIIIIDDDDAAAAYYYYYY YEHEYYYYY!!!!

and a day before valentine's day (as if i care duh!) i've never been a fan of v-day (luzah?) i have to admit that sometimes i get kinda envious of some people getting busy on buying chocolates and flowers for their partners, but what the heck, giving away thouse stuffs need not to be vday, i can always do it any day i want...

anyways, i'm kinda pissed that the plan of going to enchanted kingdom has been canceled argggg!!! my company planned on going to EK this weekend and we were all thrilled (including me cuz i haven't been there yet, i dunno, i've always said no to my friends inviting me there) but this time i really planned to go and even told my nephews and nieces that i might tag some of them along (my nephew ryan even bought a new jacket for this trip huh!) but gee!!! budget and time constraints, it's now canceled...to h*ll with them...

what am i up to this valentine's day? well im seeing my dentist for one...boring boring boring...i can't even get out with some friends... maybe if my dentist don't show-up i'll just get drunk (again)

Friday, February 13, 2009

174 MILLION PLUS JACKPOT

WALA PA RING NANANALOOOOO!!!!!!

The jackpot price is now 174 million pesos plus!!! and nobody won it yet...now I'm nervous, is it going to me??? Oh God I hope not...cuz I don't know what's gonna happen, what am I going to do with that kind of money???

Oh my gulay!!! in my wildest daydream, If I get all that cash....tsk.. I can picture myself on the plane going abroad for a while to hide and to pamper myself...sleep in the best bed in the world and wake up with my face on the smoothest and softest pillow ever..with white pillowcases and white matresses...then get out of bed and watch the sunrise as the porch of my room faces the sea....then my butler will serve me my breakfast, coffee...omelet...bacon...eggs...fresh fruit juice....

then...i'll stroll on the beach with the light of the sun reflecting the white sand...

WAKE UPPPP!!!! UGH!!!!!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

AHHHH BAD DAYYYYY!!!!

I thought everything's gonna be just fine because finally I was able to sleep long enough to reboot my brain...yeah that's what I thought....

This is probably one of the worst night of me going to work...the bus that I took got stucked in a traffic and I was running late....I went off the bus and took a cab so I can make it on time and still have my attendance bonus (3k din yun less tax, sayang..pambayad na yun ng internet na malapit ng ma-suspend after 2 months of late payment, bayad na yun ng bill ko sa tubig at dagdag na rin para bayad sa dentist ko)

Then that stupid taxi driver kinuha pa ang 15 pesos kung sukli sa taxi... bwiseeettt.....

Anyways, I still made it on time at work, that's all that matters...It's wednesday and I'm halfway thru this week and tomorrow I'm gonna try my luck again to win that lotto jackpot which have fired up to 145 million pesos now... I actually prayed yesterday...I said God oh God if you're gonna let me win that jackpot please let me win it now...not next week or next month...that money is over 100 million already and it's way to big, if it increases or reaches 200 million, I honestly don't know what I'm gonna do with it or how to handle that big cash...I only need a few of it huhuhuhuhu!!!! I just don't know but I have this gut feeling that I am going to win something....if not that jackpot I feel there is something....

Pag nanalo ako, pramis lahat ng bumasa nitong blog na to babalatuhan ko, just drop a message on how to get in touch with you....:))

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Tired

I promised myself that I'll be honest and make this blog more personal, so here I go...

Honestly, at this point I am kind of tired of the same thing that I do, day after day...week after week...month after month...

I want to do something different yet I do not have much choice at this time. Basically because of this Global Financial Sh*t that's affecting everyone..I wanted to leave the country and work abroad so I can finally do something for a change, I wanna change my life and the lives of the people I love. Though staying abroad for good is not part of my plan, I just want to work there save enough money and start my own business. My own business as in I will no longer have a boss that will pressure me, I no longer worry on asking permission if I want to take a leave, be late for work or be absent...

Right now I feel that everything's so stressful, I feel like my body is so heavy that it's hard for me to get-up and take a shower so I can take that bus and go to work again.

Or so bored that even if I don't want to go work, I can't stay at home either cuz I feel like I'm gonna be choked if I don't see nothing but the four corners of my room...

I hope somebody can provide the exact answers to this dilemma... I wish that right now I could have a better choice....Certain things are becoming pointless, it's like no matter what I do or how hard I struggle, I still end up in the same hole... Oh God I'm not complaining...please don't punish me...I guess I'm looking for more meaning...I guess I just want to have certain changes...for the better...for something new...

Monday, February 9, 2009

A movie I like

Beast Stalker: Starring Nicolas Tse


I have never really got over my fascination of the Chinese Movies. Eversince I was a little kid I've always loved these type of movies we filipinos call "karate" pertaining to the martial arts films from the Hongkong Cinema. I am still a fan of Bruce Lee, Jackie Chan, Jet Lee and the rest...
Now, the latest movie that I've watched is this suspense/action/drama flick that starred the Hongkong Cantopop Star Nicolas Tse. Nicolas can be considered a newbie in the Hongkong Entertainment Industry yet he already has made his mark. This film has a very good plot, it tackles the story of several individual connected to each other by an accident. It talks about love and redemption. A very touching story about a mother's love to her daughter, a husband's devotion to his wife and a cop's struggle for guilt and redemption. A trully must see film.
This one isn't so hard to find. I just got the copy from the sidewalk, of course a pirated one.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

i will be a millionaire

well, that's just a dream... for now??? who knows...

lately i have been daydreaming that im gonna win the jackpot and as of today feb 6 the jackpot price is over 115 million pesos...and in my dream i have already planned what i am going to do with my millions...as i said who knows....so there i go every tuesdays, thursdays and sundays...the scheduled draw of pcso's 6/49 lotto draw...pila ako dun baka sakaling manalo and then experience the life that only happens in my wildest dreams...

when i get my winnings i will stop working for at least a month so i can give myself a break, for nearly two decades i have not stopped working and have always struggled to survive the chaos of an ordinary jolog's life, i feel it's about time for some major-kick-ass changes...

then after a month of slacking and spending and shopping and pampering and clubbing and touring and spending....i will get back to my feet and face my new life, the life of the elite, the privileged, the chosen few, the special ones, the rich ones (lolz can somebody slap me bwahahaha)...and then to give my life more meaning.... i will...

...go back to school...probably culinary school and bartending so i can put-up my own restobar, i have always wanted to have this type of business, so that my talent in cooking and drink-mixing will be put on good use...

...share my blessings to those in need...my cousins and relatives, my friends, those who helped my in the past, those who touched my life in a lot of ways, those i meet on the streets, those i see on tv and those who have dreams that i can help realize...

...build a church or at least renovate some...

...donate to schools probably schools of the less fortunate...kahit manlang isang toneladang damit na ukay-ukay....

...of course pamper my parents specially my mom who have been through hell and back because of me...

...take care of my adopted siblings L & J, make sure they finish their studies and their future is secured...

...give money to edgar g. so he can finally put-up his own business and stay in one place...

...hire the best lawyer for the case of my cousin who have been stabbed to death by a ruthless, lost soul named george and make sure he stays in jail...

and finally, start a non-profit organization that would benefit the needy, most specially legal assistance for those innocent people being persecuted but can't afford to defend themselves...

p.s. i will be good...i will be simple...i'll do my best to stay humble...mahirap na makidnap...

Thursday, February 5, 2009

insane people


First day in school, goodluck pictorial


beach wedding? nahhh do it in church


who's hotter?


nature lovers


smiling ass...

something's itchy

Eminimall