this time i'm gonna say i'm sad because i now feel ok...
finally, a 3 and a half year relationship had ended...
i've always knew that we were falling apart, it was just a question of when....and then 3 months ago, it happened...finally said our final goodbye...
it's over...the arguments, the fighting and cursing and yelling and hurting each other is over....
wala na ding katabi sa pagtulog, kasabay sa pagkain, kausap sa gabi, kayakap....wala ng magluluto ng masarap na adobo...wala ng maga-alaga when i'm sick....
but that's life, some good things never last so they say...
it was so painful that i cried everynight, but i knew in my heart that it was one of the hardest yet the best decision i have ever made...and this time wala na ding balikang mangyayari, this is the curtain call...
no more "how are you texts"...or at least not at this time cuz we both need to heal before we can see each other and be friends...
ok na ako, im done with the crying...i could no longer smell her scent in my pillows, in my blanket and in my room...tapos na akong umiyak...
3 months ago...i thought my world was over, but now i am confident that there's something new and something better waiting ahead...
i just wanna say thank you, thank you and more thank you...for making me feel special, for making me feel important, for making me feel loved...
and to your mom, for treating me like her own son :) i will always pray for your happiness...bye ga....im letting you go...im forgetting you...im moving on....i still love you but sad to say it's goodbye...
