Tired

I promised myself that I'll be honest and make this blog more personal, so here I go...

Honestly, at this point I am kind of tired of the same thing that I do, day after day...week after week...month after month...

I want to do something different yet I do not have much choice at this time. Basically because of this Global Financial Sh*t that's affecting everyone..I wanted to leave the country and work abroad so I can finally do something for a change, I wanna change my life and the lives of the people I love. Though staying abroad for good is not part of my plan, I just want to work there save enough money and start my own business. My own business as in I will no longer have a boss that will pressure me, I no longer worry on asking permission if I want to take a leave, be late for work or be absent...

Right now I feel that everything's so stressful, I feel like my body is so heavy that it's hard for me to get-up and take a shower so I can take that bus and go to work again.

Or so bored that even if I don't want to go work, I can't stay at home either cuz I feel like I'm gonna be choked if I don't see nothing but the four corners of my room...

I hope somebody can provide the exact answers to this dilemma... I wish that right now I could have a better choice....Certain things are becoming pointless, it's like no matter what I do or how hard I struggle, I still end up in the same hole... Oh God I'm not complaining...please don't punish me...I guess I'm looking for more meaning...I guess I just want to have certain changes...for the better...for something new...

A movie I like

Beast Stalker: Starring Nicolas Tse

I have never really got over my fascination of the Chinese Movies. Eversince I was a little kid I've always loved these type of movies we filipinos call "karate" pertaining to the martial arts films from the Hongkong Cinema. I am still a fan of Bruce Lee, Jackie Chan, Jet Lee and the rest...

Now, the latest movie that I've watched is this suspense/action/drama flick that starred the Hongkong Cantopop Star Nicolas Tse. Nicolas can be considered a newbie in the Hongkong Entertainment Industry yet he already has made his mark. This film has a very good plot, it tackles the story of several individual connected to each other by an accident. It talks about love and redemption. A very touching story about a mother's love to her daughter, a husband's devotion to his wife and a cop's struggle for guilt and redemption. A trully must see film.

This one isn't so hard to find. I just got the copy from the sidewalk, of course a pirated one.

i will be a millionaire

well, that's just a dream... for now??? who knows...

lately i have been daydreaming that im gonna win the jackpot and as of today feb 6 the jackpot price is over 115 million pesos...and in my dream i have already planned what i am going to do with my millions...as i said who knows....so there i go every tuesdays, thursdays and sundays...the scheduled draw of pcso's 6/49 lotto draw...pila ako dun baka sakaling manalo and then experience the life that only happens in my wildest dreams...

when i get my winnings i will stop working for at least a month so i can give myself a break, for nearly two decades i have not stopped working and have always struggled to survive the chaos of an ordinary jolog's life, i feel it's about time for some major-kick-ass changes...

then after a month of slacking and spending and shopping and pampering and clubbing and touring and spending....i will get back to my feet and face my new life, the life of the elite, the privileged, the chosen few, the special ones, the rich ones (lolz can somebody slap me bwahahaha)...and then to give my life more meaning.... i will...

...go back to school...probably culinary school and bartending so i can put-up my own restobar, i have always wanted to have this type of business, so that my talent in cooking and drink-mixing will be put on good use...

...share my blessings to those in need...my cousins and relatives, my friends, those who helped my in the past, those who touched my life in a lot of ways, those i meet on the streets, those i see on tv and those who have dreams that i can help realize...

...build a church or at least renovate some...

...donate to schools probably schools of the less fortunate...kahit manlang isang toneladang damit na ukay-ukay....

...of course pamper my parents specially my mom who have been through hell and back because of me...

...take care of my adopted siblings L & J, make sure they finish their studies and their future is secured...

...give money to edgar g. so he can finally put-up his own business and stay in one place...

...hire the best lawyer for the case of my cousin who have been stabbed to death by a ruthless, lost soul named george and make sure he stays in jail...

and finally, start a non-profit organization that would benefit the needy, most specially legal assistance for those innocent people being persecuted but can't afford to defend themselves...

p.s. i will be good...i will be simple...i'll do my best to stay humble...mahirap na makidnap...

insane people

First day in school, goodluck pictorial


beach wedding? nahhh do it in church


who's hotter?

nature lovers

smiling ass...

something's itchy

Finding Chuckie

A boring day at work....I thought of searching for people I have not seen in a very long time like my long lost friends, but I ended up reading some articles about former mainstays of "That's Entertainment" and I browsed the blogsite of Chuckie Dreyfuss ( I think I found this website before but I wasn't a blogger at that time)..

So here we go, For those who do not know or remember Chuckie... He was a "Big Deal Child Actor" who got the attention of the country via the movie "Idol" starring the late actor Rudy Fernandez. I was also a little boy at that time but I remember that movie very well. My mom and dad took me with them to watch that movie and even as a young boy I was impressed of how natural he was on that role....

Then came That's Entertainment and the movies he made in Regal Films...but suddenly he was out of the limelight and people have always wondered whatever happened to Chuckie? Did he left for the US like most of local actors do when they ran out of project? The answer is a big NO, he never left the country or the industry , infact he has become busier than he was. Chuckie now manages his own company called "CD Sound Labs" together with a business partner, the company is a digital recording studio founded in they year 2000. And currently Chuckie is doing lots of project with ABS-CBN, GMA Network and other big time companies.

Oh, and before I forget, he's now happily married with two kids a boy and a girl. You can check his blog here.

Chrismas is finally over....and it was wonderful as always..

Now, we had our Christmas Party at the (In)Famous Embassy Super Club in The Fort. See the pic on the left? that's me and my friend Kel singing "time of our life" soundtrack of the movie "Dirty Dancing", our theme for the party is retro so the ambiance is from the 70's, 80's and 90's..

It was my first to go to that club and I was kinda excited maybe because I've heard a lot of things about that place, stories of the troubles of Borgy Manotoc, the Gucci Gang's alleged "scandal", the rumoured drug use on its private rooms etc...

Well, the place is actually nice, they got a separate room for smokers and the place for dancing is smoke free (unless the smokers area is closed people can smoke anywhere). I also saw the way going to the private rooms though I did not go inside any room. But hey, the drinks are outrageously expensive tsk... a bottle of SanMig Light would cost you P120, a bottle of Mineral Water is P75 and a glass of cocktail drink is P250, now what is that!!!!!

my trip

On my last blog I mentioned that I was heading for cebu after 4 long years, and so I did... It was a very exhausting vacation yet extraordinarily memorable. I was able to see some of my old friends and surprisingly made new ones. Special mention to those guys on the pic who made my stay there exciting and unforgettable. (Thanks Evelyn, Don, Sheryl, Delwess, Dave & my cousin Glen who is behind the camera).

I know realized that my life is really here now in Manila, though a part me will always be a cebuano "by choice", I wish I could stay in two places at one time....

I missed the food so I really took my time in satisfying the 4 year cravings of Steam Rice, Ngohiong, Grilled Stuff at AAs and of course the famous Lechon Cebu. Things have also changed when it comes to nightlife, most of the place I used to hang-out have closed (Jukebox, Ratsky, Sinners & Saints, Kukais etc...) there is nightlife now in Mango Avenue which is equally exciting.

I spent my first night at some bars just behind the former Eastwest Cafe where Redhorse is cheap lolz! then tried the comedy bar 22nd street just beside the National Bookstore in Mango Ave. And the last destination on my last night is still in Mango Ave, the YO.U Bar and Club Autoshop.

Too bad I have to leave, too bad I do not belong there anymore....I miss the life there, the city and the simplicity...as the song says..."some good things never last"... painful but I have to turn my back again to face reality and catch my flight...

but i left a promise which i intend to keep..."i'll be back...."