slightly

slightly better, just very slightly better...

that's how i am at this time, still on meds but still can't sleep well and i honestly don't know why..

i'm still weak, i'm still cold, i'm still dizzy...

but i have to move because staying weak won't do any good, i have to keep on going...i have to work, i need to pay bills..
i need to earn, i need to survive...

i know i'm tired, i know i'm bored...but at the moment i do not have much choices..i need to go on with everything, with all the load...

i know i'm bored and wants some change, but not yet, not right away...

there are plans, good plans yet things should be implemented in the right time, they should not be rushed...

there's so much ahead for me...life's not fair, anyone who says it is, is a hypocrite...

life could be fun and life could be lonely...but we always have to move on and hope for good things because there is so much out there, and not all bring pain...